pelik la depa ne

slamat pagi dan gu morning,

ada sesetengah org mempersoalkan...blog tu utk apa? buat apa tulis blog? sound like they don't like keeping blog..well...tu masalah ko...bnda cmni xle nk dipersoalkan la..coz masing2 punya hal la..lantak la nk buat blog ke..diari ke...buku skrap ke..ko duli ape??...aishh...ter'emo la plak...

kadang2 org ni pelik..xhabis2 pelik...seolah-olah apa yg mereka buat tu smua betul..dan kalau ada org yg buat benda yg xsama or bertentangan dgn mereka dianggap salah...xpaham tul la...lantak la org lain nk buat apa pon..jgn sibuk bleh dak..janji dia xkaco hal ko..and xmenyusahkan org lain..and xlanggar norma masyarakat...contoh mcm...ntah le..pk arr sndiri...



emm...tp aku salute arr kt org yg xkisah apa org lain ckp tntang dia..but not for those yg terlalu xkisah smpai dia rasa smua dia buat tu betul..smpai xpeduli apa org ckp...like kalau kita buat bnda yg betul, means xperlu la kisah apa org lain ckp..coz bnda tu betul...lain plak kesnya dgn org yg konon2 konfiden smpai rasa dia dah betul and xnk kisah apa org ckp..moral of the story..klu org ckp bnda yg xbaik pasal kita tu...renung2 la dulu betul ke x...like 'aku ni menyusahkan org sekeliling ke, aku ni buat bnda xbaik ke.....' then kalau ya, improve la diri sndiri...kalau tidak..truskan ja hidup dgn aman dan bahagia (at here baru bleh guna quote--usah peduli apa yg org ckp) coz kita tau apa yg kita buat tu betul....

tu je la bnda yg nk merepek pg ne...tekanan tul my kunci bilik ntah ke mana ntah..terpaksa memanjat tingkap mcm tarzan plak nk masuk bilik...:P..whatever...

--quite long i leave my blog with no input...coz too many thing to be settle..lot of school work...tonne of problem to be think...and now everything seems smoothly flow...hope everything ok...^_^


i noticed dat so long i haven't feel happy..i mean the real happiness...the true, the natural one...like mostly it's fake...and yesterday i feel it..after i have finish one of the big school task for dis semester..and it's the biggest in the whole study period...well..it's give me much release...mind and soul..^_^

well...it's still a lot of task to be done...but i'm so glad that there are no much stress, tension in that..not much matter...thanks God..

here a story to share...about my friend..she's suffering for a kind of disease...sort of neorology thing..and undergo an operation on 8 february...it's yesterday..hope she's ok....
as my friends and i visit her at ward for 1st time..she seems weak..cannot move much..slow motion and hardly trying to talk...2nd day she seem ok..much better..and latest we visit her, a day before the operation...she can sit by her own..can eat and talk quite like normal..and we have told by her aunt dat she's get better bcos of our support to her..kinda FRIENDSHIP ENERGY dat we give her..make her bcome strong...stop being sad..stop crying..it's a miracle..from friendship..i guess..^_^

well then.. i have work to do...i have test tomorrow..just stopping by for awhile after lunch...ok then..snother story in da next post...c ya..:)

love U

1.50am -----14th January 2010

~~Back again~~

at this point, i feel a lot of trouble ..much more...humans are unpredict nowadays...sometime people act like they don't have logical mind to think...doing thing like don't care about others life..although they realize dat their action will give much negative change on others life.

human act weird---as seen in da news everyday..kinda murdering, cheating etc was very common..and much more weird as people around us---people we use to be with--doing shit..

i don't know they doing dis for what reason---but still--could you plz think about others~~moreover--it's change everything on others life--their hope, their ambition, their feeling, their love, their dream....everything--->>>for sure they are very very sick of it...

and from what was happen, i think i have to sacrifice something--my dream--my plan after study---have to be change...i have to help them...they must need me...

---> everyone have different life--and life shouldn't be compare as everyone through different things in life--some must be success---their life don't have much suffer..not much tragedy..not much weird..and they are free to plan and focus on their own life. On the other hand, some have to sacrifice--sacrifice their dream...benefits of their own life...to give others life---the one that need better life...responsibility is on me..i have to help them achieve their dream...mine is not important--as long as i can make u be a better human--try to make u not much suffer dis lost---don't think about human dat never think about u---be strong and i will walk with u through everything---i'm always here---LOVE U ALL SO MUCH---

Happy Birthday

23 december...its my birthday...

a night b4 my bday..i was watching a movie AVATAR..all i can say is It a very great creativity and graphic i ever watch..i say so coz i always can't stand for more than 2 hours movie b4..but AVATAR is different..i felt like throug the movie from starting till the end..much great..and just forgot about my bday then...

well, my birthday..thanks for all wishes and greeting..very appreciate it..coz at least some remember my birthday...

thanks a lot.

nothing special actually on dat day..my family just never remember the day..it's not an upset...it's normal for my family members..nothing special on bday..and normally, we used to not celebrate it...

bday party..mine is not more than 5 times till now..i remember the crazy one..actually twice i have been celebrated by friends.my 17th and my 20th..they do me fool on my bday..but according to them..this is the way dat will make me remember them as well..whatever friends..thanks so much..i appreciate your effort..its really work..i mean it's make me remember the day..remember the flour dat you throw on me..haha..and remember the friendship..precious!!

for dis coming 2010, i just hope dat everything will be ok..smooth flow..everything done on the right way..emm...as i try not to wish for somethings great coz it's just will make me stress..:P

and i realize that..my life..will not success on everything..i mean..i will get what i want..but not all..only some...and it's really happen..and dat was da reason why i try to keep at least 10% on me when i wish for somethings..never hope on anything for 100%..coz it's very hard to accept when its come to failure..*_#...so just keep some failure percentage in case ur not success...well dis is my way and maybe can be consider as advise..depend on what ur life through...coz we r different...rite..and everyone have right to say..but we don't have ability to make people trust or accept our words or way...so..it's depend...

actually, i always have things running on my mind everytimes..and cannot be put here everything..also lazy to type..:P

ok then, merry xmas and happy 2010...have a great year throughly and ever...:)

it just

finish exam..going home~~emm
then come back for doing research project~~
home again~~then start new semester~~~bla3
and--nothing interesting>>don't feel excited on those
well..just through