friendship...
this word just come to my mind...again..
people have many reasons to make friend..but what's yours?
me...i'm not a social-type person..i like to keep silent..woo...but i can be friend with everyone (as long as they r nice to me)...but in fact.i don't like crowd..
as a friend...i always try to take care of my friends..especially their feeling..but u know what..taking too much care of others make ur feeling hurt as well....
i try to keep comforting others feeling as long as possible..in the other word...as it's not explode the limit...coz me.. is a type of keeping-thing-on-myself...means i keep every feeling..especially uncomfortable feeling from being shout out..so that it could not hurt others feeling...as long as possible....but the most suffer of keeping this thing is me..of coz..but it's ok..coz i don't like quarrel, misunderstanding,...so better keep it..
sometimes...my try-to-ignore-thing attitude make people do fool to me...as they think that i'm always the one that can be bully all the times...damn...
well..i do this bcoz...I'M CONSIDERING THE FRIENDSHIP...i don't want to be anyone's enemy..not bcoz i coward..not bcoz i don't have the crazy, dirty word to say, not bcoz i willing to take those thing as my pleasure, and of coz not to-be-used by anyone....
well then, i consider myself as a very patient human...coz i bet if anyone in my situation...u might drive crazy..huahahah...
sometimes the or most of the times...' i don't care' quotes is very useful actually...bcoz ignoring unnecessary thing will brighting life like sunshine...epic ending..haha...
p/s don't feel to sleep yet..already 4am..continue study (hope so..:P)
