Sorry..I can't be..Perfect...

Baru balik keja...plus hujan lak skarang ni..huhu

Tetiba je teringat nak dengar lagu Perfect kepunyaan Simple Plan...

Baca2 lirik dia...uik...macam kena je dengan aku..sesuai plak dgn budak degil macam aku ne...

Perfect by Simple Plan

Hey Dad look at me

Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according

To plan?

Do you think I’m wasting

My time doing things I

Wanna do?

But it hurts when you

Disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I’m never gonna be good

Enough for you

I can’t pretend that

I’m alright

And you can’t change me

‘Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I’m sorry

I can’t be Perfect

Now it’s just too late

And we can’t go back

I’m sorry

I can’t be Perfect

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be

My hero?

All the days

You spent with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don’t

Care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I’m never gonna be good

Enough for you

I can’t stand another fight

And nothing’ alright

‘Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I’m sorry

I can’t be Perfect

Now it’s just too late

And we can’t go back

I’m sorry

I can’t be Perfect

Nothing’s gonna change

The things that you said

Nothing’s gonna make this

Right again

Please don’t turn your back

I can’t believe it’s hard

Just to talk to you

But you don’t understand

‘Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I’m sorry

I can’t be Perfect

Now it’s just too late

And we can’t go back

I’m sorry

I can’t be Perfect

‘Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I’m sorry

I can’t be Perfect

Now it’s just too late

And we can’t go back

I’m sorry

I can’t be Perfect

p/s : this song dedicated to my parent...#_#

sorry #_#

alamak...

aku buat budak menangis

aiya...i make a kid cry..my bad

suddenly i'm just being too anger...and make a kid cry when i teach her homework....

why i suddenly become like that?? sometimes being too tempered...like an old woman...aiyaaa

so bad...

too bad...

i'm sorry for being to emo...tooo emoo...i'm sorry...

promise2...will change....

sooo sorry....#_#

tetiba rajin update blog..

meet again...

i feel like..want to write something but just don't get any idea to write..so..

just want to share some favorite song...again..hehe

ok..dis song is my ringtone...and i love it because it's meaningful..superb!!

MONSOON by Tokio Hotel

I'm staring at a broken door

There's nothing left here anymore

My room is cold, it's making me insane

I've been waitin' here so long

Another moment seems to have come

I see the dark clouds comin' up again

Running through the monsoon

Beyond the world 'til the end of time

Where the rain won't hurt

Fighting the storm into the blue

And when I lose myself I think of you

Together we'll be running somewhere new

Through the monsoon just me and you

A half moon fading from my sight

I see your vision in it's light

But now it's gone and left me so alone

I'll know I have to find you now

Can hear you name and don't know how

Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon

Beyond the world 'til the end of time

Where the rain won't hurt

Fighting the storm into the blue

And when I lose myself I think of you

Together we'll be running somewhere new

And nothing can hold me back from you

Through the monsoon, hey, hey

I'm fighting all this power coming in my way

Let it take me straight to you

I've been running night and day

I'll be with you soon just me and you

We'll be there soon, so soon

Running through the monsoon

Beyond the world 'til the end of time

Where the rain won't hurt

Fighting the storm into the blue

And when I lose myself I think of you

Together we'll be running somewhere new

And nothing can hold me back from you

Through the monsoon

Through the mo

nsoon

Just me and you

Through the monsoon

Just me and you

i like this song..:)

hey hey u u..

r u a Vampires Diaries fan? I'm..:)

there in season 1, episode 6 (if i'm not mistaken), one of the theme song...is so nice...

i try to search for that song and i find out that it was sing by Jason Walker....

1st i love the music, and when i go for the lyrics, it's so touche...then i'm in love with the song...:)

DOWN by JASON WALKER

I don’t know where I’m at

I’m standing at the back

And I’m tired of waiting

Waiting here in line, hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

Not ready to let go

Cause then I'd never know

What I could be missing

But I’m missing way too much

So when do I give up what I’ve been wishing for.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

Oh I am going down, down, down

Can’t find another way around

And I don’t want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

I never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

I shot for the sky

I’m stuck on the ground

So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down

I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?

Oh it’s coming down, down, down.

p/s: good to listen when i feel DOWN....#_#

i'm hurt again..a lot....

yesterday i just thought that i'm healing..but today...i'm hurt again...

i'm a person that outgoing..i like challenge..sport..kind of thing that load with a lot of

excitement...ya...that's what i like...

but..i always under control for doing everything in my life..although i'm 24th now..but still..i need to follow the rule ...huh..i'm sick of it..

through my life..i always trying to prove myself to everyone around me...i want to open their eye and let 'em see dat i can do many things, more than they expect to see. but every single thing that i do just goes wrong on their sight....ya..i told u..i'm always hurt... T_T

it's just like they set everything for u..plan everything for ur life..and u need to follow it for ur good. if u don't, u r bad...u can't do anything out of the frame....( but i'm always do dat)....or u take the risk..( well i always take the risk)...huh...yeah..u must be in the frame...

sometimes i just ignore everything around me..i just do what i want ( bcoz i know it's for good, and i never do bad things like gamble, vandalism, or whatever things that will destroy myself or others..) but..if the warning quotes always insert ur ears...its just like a big full stop for me..it's sad...

i don't know what to do and what to follow...i thought i grow up enough to think...but they always say i'm a kid..know nothing...and what i need to do is to follow the rule...OMG...i sick of it...i'm hurt..stress.... T_T..what should i do.....????

p/s no more tear to cry again...

Freaky February end...

alohaaaa...

Suddenly come my mood to write on dis blog..

Just come back from work actually..huhu..little bit tired but still can stay alive..

It's something about February to be write here..

Well here is 2nd March...OMG..it's March?? So fast time past..

Back to the topic, about dis freaky February..i totally doesn't get what goes wrong on February, but it do ruin my life..quite lot..

Travel a lot, go here and there..job training...bla..bla..bla...huh..sound like nothing but for me, person that don't like to move place (but i like travelling), it's make me disorganize very well..moreover i'm now at where i use to be and place that i want to be..and then somebody ask me to go here and there...yah..that's frustrated..but lucky it's just for few weeks..so i just go with the flow...although it's boring...:P

Well the best part is, i'm joining the boxing competition..OMG..me also can't believe this..huhu..although i didn't do well in d competition, i mean i lose at the fight..but still a good feel to be a fighter...for da 1st time..and i love it...but but...things that i'm disappointed when i can't do my best like i use to practice b4..and end up with TKOed by opponent... Know what..if i lose with a good performance..i can still satisfied..but then..like i say..dis February..my things goes wrong a lot..

~~~me on the ring~~~

Yeah..my sadness continue when my parents give a 2nd warning to me...'WE WON'T ALLOWED U TO JOIN THE COMPETITION AGAIN'..wow..feeling like being punch by my brother during training..and my heart is totally broke..auchhhh...So it's like, u lose the fight, pain everywhere on ur body including heart, and suddenly know dat u r not allowed to fight again...OMG..its hurt...a lot...until i got fever dat week..not because my body is in pain...but my heart..my feeling...i'm down...:(

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But now is March, so why stuck on February situation?? I'm move on...and have a new spirit rite here, rite now...wait and see...:)

~~~~~May dis March marching up...cheerssss!!!~~~

Bye now..until another write up...:)

p/s: i'm not frequently updating my blog..sometimes disappear..but will be back when got things to share and mood to write..language use is also depend on mood ..:)